Heiress
of Dark Waters: Prologue
Naked
and badly beaten, clothed only in offal and her own blood, Zirana
stumbled upon the shore of the Lake of Dark Water, her bare
toes catching in the grating sand, tugging her scraped knees
to the ground. Her long black sweat-dampened hair swung heavily
against her scratched cheeks and she smelled the fetid, metallic
scent of the blood matted in it.
Zirana
barely saw through puffed and bruised eyelids the gentle, sculpted
waves driving across the lake, their rounded crests painted
with winking patches of moonlight, rolling casually toward her.
Instead she heard distant shouts from behind as the villagers,
in pursuit of her, struck at the woods' foliage with their poles.
Before long they would be upon her.
Can
the sorcery I've learned so far, and which the villagers fear,
save me now? she thought as she looked quickly over her
shoulder.
A
corner of Zirana's trembling mouth tilted upward and she tasted
new blood as the sudden smile widened a cut on her lower lip.
For she realized that she should not be fearful of her fate,
and so would not beg for mercy as the villagers menaced her
with the poles, prodding her toward the lake. What further damage
could they wreak upon her save to end her life entirely?
She
gazed at the calmly lapping waves as they grabbed at the shoreline
and felt the tearing pain of her many wounds, then thought:
They needn't use the poles to sink me, for I will gladly
drift beneath those gentle waves so that they might carry me
to a serene oblivion.
But
before the villagers could set upon her once again, and there
was no place in which to escape, wishing only to reflect upon
the events that had brought her here, Zirana crawled on all
fours toward the lip of the shoreline. Then she slumped upon
the dampened sand and allowed the chilled water to hiss and
lap at her torn knuckles. Her thoughts eddied back to the events
leading up to this moment as she clutched handfuls of the wed
sand, now like a thick pudding, letting it ooze through the
spaces between her fingers, comforting the wounds with sand's
muddy smoothness.
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She
had been roused from a deep slumber, early one morning, upon
the spartan straw pallet that served as her bed.
Zirana
lived with an aunt and uncle whose allegiance to her was strictly
familial, her parents having died years before: her father first
in battle and her mother next through sickness. No one else
in the village would see to the girl's welfare and so the obligation
fell to her mother's only sister. But Aunt Yellia's forced largess
was strained and full of resentment. After all, with six of
her own to feed and to look after, a seventh mouth and belly
thrust upon her was too much to bear.
So,
when Prator the Lawgiver ordered Zirana dragged from her bed
in earliest morning--even before the sun yawned light upon the
horizon, Yellia offered neither resistance nor protest. In fact,
as Zirana was pulled upright, the Lawgiver himself twisting
his knarled yet strong fingers in her hair, she glimpsed her
aunt and uncle watching from the aegis of a doorway, their faces
twin statues of stone. When she cried out, her arms beseeching
them to come to her aid, the two looked away, their eyes flashing
bright with guilt as they turned their faces to the wall.
Zirana
felt a large, hard hand cup the crown of her head and twist
her face to meet squarely with Prator the Lawgiver's wrinkle-etched
visage. "Do not look to your guardians for support, lest
you wish to name them collaborators in your dark works."
The Lawgiver's lips barely moved as he hissed his oath. "You
will answer to your crimes at the Pillar of Justice."
"But...I
do not know of what deeds you speak." But she did
know--knew also that someone must have seen her slipping into
the woods each midday.
But
the Lawgiver did not answer Zirana's protest, only hauled her,
with hands now gripping her neck, out of her aunt's home and
into the street.
The
villagers were waiting, stones of varying sizes and textures
cradled in their arms, already condemning her to punishment
before her protestations of innocence could be announced. As
the Lawgiver dragged Zirana through the rutted street toward
the Pillar of Justice, her ears stung with the villagers' harsh
epithets: "Let my new dagger cut her blackened heart from
her chest!" "Whore of magic!" "Give her
to the Lake!"
Soon
Zirana was standing before the Pillar itself: a column of roughly
cut white marble brought down from the hills a century earlier.
She'd witnessed enough stonings to realize that "justice"
meant only "guilty" for those unfortunate to be backed
against the cold, grooved slab. It was mere formality that allowed
the accused to plead his or her innocence as all manner of projectiles
were hurled until the accused was either chastened--or dead.
And for those accused of wielding sorcery, left half-dead to
be driven toward the Lake and drowned.
Prator
the Lawgiver now stood before her, his long arms spread outward
at his sides, bracing the crowd behind him. Grumbling softly
amongst themselves at the delay in meting punishment, but careful
not to let unwisely-spoken complaints reach the Lawgiver's ear,
the villagers took a respectful step backward. "You, Zirana
Tenlaz'h," Prator stabbed the air with a stiffened forefinger,
"are accused of consorting with the outlawed sorcerer,
Orriss, living deep in the forest. If you plead 'innocent' then
you shall also be judged a liar, for there are witnesses among
us who will testify seeing you in his company."
Zirana
swallowed a dry, empty thickness deep in her throat. She decided
against lying, then. "But why are you still so afraid of
sorcery? It is not all dark, but can be of light and goodness."
The
Lawgiver's dour face broke into a wide smile. "Ah, then
you admit your crime. Good. Punishment shall be commenced then."
A satisfied roar rose up from behind him.
"Wait!
You did not answer my question!" Zirana shouted as she
felt the sting of a small stone bite into the flesh of her throat.
"I will bear my punishment well if you will answer my question.
Is it that you think a pure heart will be corrupted by the merest
brush with sorcery? Or is it that you, Lawgiver, cannot control
magic and therefore deny it for any who wish to learn its secrets?"
Prator
the Lawgiver's smile widened ever still, but his twinkling eyes
narrowed. "Then you have just answered the question yourself,
as for the second sentence: you are now guilty of high insolence.
Nothing further will be offered in explanation to you. You know
the Law for it has always been made clear to you and everyone
among us." And with that last, the Lawgiver stood aside
to allow the people of the village to administer Zirana's sentence.
She had just enough time, before she ducked her head against
the peltings, to see that her aunt and uncle were not among
the slingers.
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They
hadn't wanted to stone her to death after all, favoring inevitable
drowning instead. The villagers had stripped away her clothing
and clubbed her, driving her through the dense forest toward
the Lake of Dark Water.
Like
a cat toying with an injured mouse they knew would be unable
to travel far from their grasp, the villagers delayed their
pursuit of her. The villagers knew she would not run to Orriss,
for they also knew well enough that the sorcerer would do nothing
to spare her such a fate. Zirana remembered his warnings after
each visit; for this, she felt no resentment toward him.
Now,
as she knelt in the wet sand of the Lake's curving shoreline,
she realized how true his prediction had been. Orriss had also
told her that Prator and the others of the village so feared
his powers that they would never attempt to drive him from the
forest, but that there could be no such protection for his mortal
apprentices. And her own training had been truncated before
she could learn to conjure her first spell.
But
Orriss told her one more thing, and this last set a chill to
her spine now as it had during the telling. The old sorcerer
had lowered his long, ancient face to hers so that her gaze
would not waver from his own.
"Long
ago," Orriss began, "he came to me, a very young man,
this Prator of yours. Do not look surprised; Prator's youth
made his mind more open than it is now. It seemed the harvests
had grown thin over a time and Prator, having inherited his
position from his father, knew of little which might save the
crops. His father had some proclivity for magic, and it had
been I who had brought it out of him, though he did not make
his ability known to the people. But such ability did not pass
to his only heir, Prator; and when the elder died suddenly,
the people looked to the son to spare them sure starvation.
"So,
as the people began to starve, and Prator could not send rain
down upon them from the skies, nor allay the frosts which rotted
what little grain was left to them, so did they cry for justice
of a kind. For was he not the one entrusted with their well-being?
"Prator
knew of me--surely did some at one time or another. Suddenly
desperation bade him visit me, though he loathed to do such
a thing as ask favors of an old sorcerer. He did not see evil
in the shaping of magic--but resented that he had no talent for
spell casting. One often distrusts that which cannot be controlled
with one's own hands, that one must instead trust another who
possesses such ability.
"Of
course young Prator did not trust me fully, but he knew no other
spellcaster and so he put his appeal before me. I knew his true
motive, for Prator was as ambitious then as he is now. Make
no mistake: altruism is not a word for which he has any acquaintance.
But I did not wish to consign a whole village to starvation
and death; and so I conjured a spirit and put it in the Lake
of Dark Water. It would now do all that Prator could not: make
the rains come again when they should and chase the frost away
whenever it should come upon the crops.
"Soon
the harvests were lush and plentiful, the fish many in number--and
grown twice their size. But after a time, the spirit within
the Lake grew weak and in need of the nourishment of a young
soul. I could have prevented this, had Prator come to me whenever
this was so. But his pride would not allow him to beg favor
of me each time, even though I would never seek to chide him
for it.
"It
was not long before Prator discovered what manner of sustenance
the Lake craved; and there grew the evil mythology he sought
to apply to sorcery. And of course, his own jealousies prodded
him to sacrifice those with abilities in sorcery, giving them
over to the Lake. And as he accused and gave feeding to the
Lake, so did he eliminate any possible rival to his position
as Lawgiver.
"Even
now, the people of your village know little of the truth behind
the bountiful harvests and spirit living within the Lake. Indeed,
those that do know would never expose or acknowledge it. They
will forever choose to look askance so long as the harvests
are plentiful and fish swell their nets.
"If
you should become one of the accused some day, do not issue
an appeal, for such will go unheard."
And
not long after, Zirana would become the next to be offered to
the Lake of Dark Water.
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The
shouts were becoming louder, some words came clearly to her
ears now: her name among them. Zirana turned again to look at
the Lake and watched its surface become more calm: the waves
rolling like muscles beneath dark flesh. The spirit within knowing
its feeding near.
Zirana
rose to her feet slowly, painfully. Just as slowly she walked
toward the waves, feeling the water rising against her ankles,
tickling. Soon the water rose to cover her shins then her thighs
as she walked, arms away from her sides for balance as she gained
the Lake's depths.
She
would not turn round to look--to see the villagers behind her,
jeering her with their malice-contorted faces. She would deny
them this: their vengeance upon her.
As
the water reached her nostrils, and she would take her last
breath, Zirana had one thought: She would sacrifice her life
for an ungrateful people. And that would be her own vengeance.
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But
the life did not leave her body after all. Zirana's lungs still
seemed full of air, though she tried to bring water into them.
Her body thrashed beneath the Lake's surface and she spun around,
her eyes wide. She had not imagined drowning could take so long,
and she wondered if she would die at all.
Zirana
felt the spirit of the Lake surround her, envelop her, though
she could not see it. The spirit seemed to press her within
a bubble which in turn flattened against her body like a warm
second skin. Somehow, she breathed--though how this was possible
she could not guess.
Then
a soft humming sound entered her mind--as if something wished
to gain her attention. It was the spirit choosing to sing to
her, Zirana guessed. She relaxed, feeling her fear seep from
her body like slow blood. What a kind spirit, Zirana thought,
who soothes one into death.
Is
this what you expect, then? That I would bring you into death's
hands?
But
is this not why I am here?
Perhaps...at
first. But not now. I would wish something from you and if you
refuse my request, then death you shall have.
And
what is your bidding?
That
I join with your mind so that I might leave this lake and know
what it is to walk upon land. I wish to see the things you would,
with eyes of flesh. I have lived so long within this lake--indeed
I am its prisoner.
But
have you not asked this of others given to the lake?
None
had the power to absorb my essence into them. Only you--and
I have waited for one such as you.
And
what of your duty to the people of the village? It is your doing
which has feed them, how would they fare in your absence?
You
have compassion for them? They who would have you drowned, sacrificed
so that the village prospers? You did not offer your life willingly,
nor would any of them do the same for you.
And
so the crops will rot in the fields and there will be no more
fish for their nets. You would leave them to this?
I
am not without compassion, even for those who scarcely deserve
such. There will be enough magic left within the Lake to give
the village what it needs, though it will not be as bountiful,
they shall survive.
Then
do as you wish: for I have been given to the Lake. How you use
me is no longer my concern, for when I stepped into the Lake
I claimed myself servant to you.
Zirana
heard the humming begin in her mind once again: gentle and...content.
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Zirana
lay panting upon the soft bank. A moist cushion of moss pressed
into the small of her back as she tried to nudge herself into
a half sitting position. As she moved she felt a soreness upon
the skin over her ribcage, felt an even deeper soreness running
along her arms. Slowly she eased herself back upon the moss,
its damp coolness soothing her stiff muscles.
In
time Zirana's vision began to clear and so she let only her
eyes sweep in what surrounded her. The day had already begun
its transition to night, but she knew that it had been a day
she had not witnessed. She realized that she was well away from
her village now, but she remembered nothing of her passage from
it.
The
spirit within her would not speak, though she implored it with
questions. But she felt it glowing within her: swelling her
mind and limbs with the warmth of it. Still it would not offer
one word of comfort to her, though she felt its eagerness, its
expectation of adventure.
But
it was not adventure Zirana now wished for: only a warm, true
bed with a thick coverlet in which to draw herself. She wished
also for a warm meal, and it did not matter of what it consisted:
even a tasteless bowl of gruel would do, so long as it was hot.
But for now, Zirana was in need of clothing, for modesty as
well as for warmth.
But
as she looked about her there seemed little of which she could
fashion into clothing. Zirana held her breath against the pain
in her arms and ribs as she pushed herself to her knees. Taking
quick breaths, she trembled to her feet, back stooped and arms
cradling her ribs, but standing. She took a few staggering steps
away from the shoreline, stumbling upon half-buried roots and
stones.
Zirana
had no idea where she was nor where she was headed, knew only
that she must keep moving. She heard around her the shrill clicking
sounds of nocturnal insects and knew that the howl of the night-cats
would soon follow. Now the need for shelter superseded the need
for clothing, but she must be careful, lest she trespass upon
the burrow of a creature not wishing company within its abode.
As
her staggering smoothed into solid footsteps, Zirana kept her
eyes trained upon all in her path. The light had now faded to
a linty grey, blurring the trees and brush into sculpted ash.
As she moved the moon flickered across the high branches, offering
her some intermittent light. Occasionally her progress was halted
by the sharp crack of a twig broken beneath her feet, or the
sudden mournful hoot of an owl somewhere above her.
When
her legs became too heavy with the pain of bearing her weight,
Zirana folded herself slowly toward the ground. On all fours
she crept, like a creature of the forest, hands brushing over
leaves, grabbing at stones.
As
the darkness deepened around her, Zirana hunkered closer to
the earth, feeling the blackness of night press down upon her.
She felt as if she were drowning within it, barely able to see
anything of definition before her. Only the rustling of the
leaves disturbed by her searching fingers brought her from the
smothering power of it.
Suddenly
her forehead struck something hard and smooth: a fallen bough
her hands told her as she caressed it. Zirana, ignoring the
throbbing in her temples, let her hands glide along the bough,
discovering it curved. Cautiously she moved beneath it, her
hands brushing at the air, dreading the touch of some furry
creature which might seek to bite her. But she found the canopied
burrow empty, and there was no accompanying animal smell within.
Zirana
curled herself into a tight ball, arms encircling her drawn
knees. The burrow was warm enough and she would be able to see,
once daylight returned, anything which might approach her. Now
she had shelter for the night, but no food in her belly.
That
sudden thought drove a spike of hunger into her. In desperation
Zirana reached up and grasped a fistful of leaves dangling above
her and pressed them into her mouth. She gave no thought that
the leaves might harm her, only that they tasted bitter--but
she chewed and swallowed them nonetheless.
Once
her hunger was sated by the leaves, Zirana relaxed--even released
a contented sigh. If she were destined to die because of a handful
of poisoned leaves, or of exposure, she did not care. For the
time being, Zirana decided, the burrow would make a fine enough
tomb for her.
And
with that last thought, she felt the spirit within her tremble.
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